I read more of Choke and some Emily Dickinson poems. One I found most intriguing that I’m considering getting it tattooed on my underneath my lovers name in a couple years. (I take years to consider tattoo designs).
I bought 7 books today from 2nd and Charles for only 26 dollars. Beautiful. I got many classics to put into my library.
Now, I am listening to Bring Me The Horizon and writing poetry, which hopefully one day I will publish.
And this is all while my hearts beats for the one person I need in my life. The conflict, the battle, the war of souls for one persons attention. Which shouldn’t even be taking place.
All I want to do is start my life with my future husband, no obstacles that are insignificant. Our life is going to be our life, I don’t want to start a huge moment in my life with more unhappiness. I’m sick of being unhappy because you can’t just break off from negativity…unless you want me to remain unhappy.